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Today started on a fishy note.Something was burning somewhere and the smell was terrible which is not exactly what you want first thing in the morning.The weather was dull and I had the worst attitude(sorry to everyone who tried to talk to me in the morning).I actually told someone 'kunakaa mazishi'. While I couldn't put my finger on what it was that i was feeling,i just wanted to cry....for absolutely no reason.none at all.but I just remembered;six years ago today was when my dad's first wife died.that's right, my bio mum died.lost the battle to colon cancer. As i write this,i am preparing myself to head home.Juja.the family home where my step mum also lives.(I'm also crying,silently so that no one knows  DziDzi the great has feelings,but that's besides the point. )I'm going to meet them.my parents,my brother who was such a Mommy's boy so i can only imagine how he's feeling right now and my step-sister.My role in the society(gig...